Forgive me of my absence of late. Most has been for good, the other, well not so much. I've been very happy that (sometimes) I have been more productive lately (in the domestic kind of way) and I've noticed it makes me feel very good inside. Another thing has been happening as well. My health has always been a rollercoaster, never really knowing how I will one day to the next. I'll try to sum up a few things that has happened since the new year began: We lost our doctor and hospital of seven years, got a new doctor, looked over old records, trying to determine what's going on and starting all over basically.
Some of you know of my severe GERD issues which I am not fond of AT ALL. I just found out from our new doctor too, that the removal of the gallbladder should not be the automatic answer for gallstones. I wish I would of had that option before hand and maybe I wouldn't have all these GERD problems to begin with. Also, I've been getting very nauseous again, to the point where it dibilates me from doing my every day duties and such. It has been a long and winding road for me, as long as I can remember. For now, my doctor has suggested I see a psychiatrist and another (new) gastroenterologist. fun. well, at least the good news are that I am not depressed (I took a test for that) and I lost one pound. Only 31 more to go!
I have to be hopeful and trusting.
What God our Father wills is best. When He wills sickness, sickness is better then health. When He wills weakness, weakness is better then strength. When He wills poverty, poverty is better then wealth.When He wills reproach, reproach is better then honor. When He wills death, death is better then life.' ~ Thomas Brooks (1659)
Now back to other things like being bummed that my flickr pro account will expire tomorrow and thinking about what I will cook for dinner tonight. :)
p.s. thanks for letting me spill here. I know it's not great blogging stuff but it is life and that's all I have really ♥